Once upon a time there was a young man with a burning passion to know the true origin of existence and was greatly disturbed by the appalling behaviour of man, in thought, word, action and deed to his fellows, the creatures of the earth and the environment. At the time there was much public protest and unrest concerning this but he felt this was not being addressed to the correct source. Committed to take this objection to the source of creation, if it existed and to know its nature. Available and researched knowledge, intellectual discussion and physical experience did not provide valid answers with appropriate confirmation. Mental refinement and discipline appeared as a common theme in many religious and spiritual practices and there was much on breath, prana and chi. Many of the spiritually transformative or enlightening experience appeared to be performed at the edge of the human performance envelope or by sudden transformative experience. A process was selected. The finest balance at the edge of consciousness requiring great physical fitness and clarity of mind. One afternoon the practice was performed. The burning desire to breathe falls away and the heart beats one last thunderous time and there is silence. The dark silence is complete, there are no reference points, a complete nothing. Death occurs and there is fracturing, shattering, fragmenting and a release and expansion outwards of awareness. Pure bliss as complete integration takes place with an intelligence that knows and is all. An awareness of separation and not, of a 'thirst' that will always bring the consciousness expression back to source. That which you are or was is reviewed together, as one, in total. Every whisper of thought, action and deed is seen as if just a word in the volumes of your own journey of progress or experience in the universal context of your own manifestations and development of consciousness. An appreciation that every being is responsible for anything, directly or indirectly originating from them. Completion and return, a grasping, an effort to retain knowledge, a transition back through more limited expressions of consciousness and awakening!? Exuberance, stunned effervescing joy and in answer to a mental question a name given which was known and now fully appreciated. Matter is the will of the one pure divine intelligence, but the word, matter, does not fully express its true nature. The source of all manifestations of consciousness is the same. No man can be God because the manifestation of man is limited by the expression. If man breaks this world it will not be made whole again, fixed, repaired or patched and an easier 'gateway' back to your true source and essence will be lost.
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